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Saturday, March 19, 2005'♥

juz woke up.
having hangover now.
damn bad. -pouts-
ok abt yesterdae..
met zhengjie n kenneth at tamp
slack at coffebean
ivy came over ta join us
went down ta boat quey
on da wae my tummy hurts lyk fuck
felt so weak..
been lyk tis lately dono y
went light house.
continued their martel they left dere.
n mi..drink lyk drinking pure coke.
n im so dead drunk aft e veh last drop of mah drink
even b4 touching da chivas
carn even stand properly
kip puking n puking lyk nobody biz
n did i fall? *shrugz*
carn rem le.carn even rem i did msg him.
till i saw all da msg-es in mai inbox juz now.
damn it. *sigh* i broke da promise to myself.
fucking hell. im so pissed wid myself now.
sighz wateva. carn do anitink oso.
silent tears juz kip rolling down my cheeks
i hate it. i hate silent tears.
da most painful tears u haf when u r sehz or aslp.
lyk wat ken told mi...
the purpose of drinking is not escape from reality but to relax
ya its true but i guess i juz choose ta escape frm it.
deep inside mah hart im juz s weak lyk ani others
but i choose ta escape frm everything.
it may not be da wae out..but its da perfect wae 4 me.
puked agn juz now.
damn xin ku. *sigh*
i guess i noe y. juz ate 1 pack of instant noodle ytd noon.
n its for da whol dae till now.
empty stomach. *sigh*
im hungry n im dehydrating.
but..juz feel lyk puking.
sigh..ltr gg town.
so c u guys ard if u guys r heading down 2 k
take care all...miss u guys...*hugss*

Zombie@3/19/2005 09:30:00 AM







.HERSELF.

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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings



.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips

+ Knowing whats happiness


.HER.LINKS.

+ Debra
+ Liyi
+ Evelyn
+ Kriz
+ Jacinta
+ OngLing
+ Siu Ing
+ Wei Ye
+ Pamela
+ Debbie
+ Ummi
+ Ain
+ Yvonne

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.HER.TUNE.


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